Beauty may be only skin deep but it is what others first look at before getting to know you.

Back then...

my eyes without eyeliner, just concealer -.-

randomly picked a photo from FB, lol my lion hair.

Now.

with eyeliner -.-

This one with eyeshadow some more -.-

I've got worse pictures that can emphasize how tiny my eyes have become but give me some ledway please OTL orz OTL orz thnkyou.

My eyes shrunk over the years ._. Or maybe my eyebags worsen..... or maybe both :( Even eyeliner can't make my eyes look bigger. Must I really rely on contacts then? :( I kinda love how I look at graduation ceremony... good hair, good skin, good smiley day~ (And it was 3 months ago already :( ) Aigoo, what can I do? T_T I think the wheel is really rotating now... seems like my eyes shrunk while my brother's got bigger -.- Karma? What did I do? :(



And my humongous cheeks and its excess fats T_T Also, time to lose some fats away.... even when I gained weight back in 2009, it only shows on my face but now is like everywhere, just spam only OTL I miss my flatter tummy and sharper face... now even my arms also flabby already -.- I need to do something before I go haywire. Ok firstly, fast food ban but I shall still eat good food... maybe just go for jogs more often instead of once a quarter year :/

Good luck to me. May this determination and urge to shed some fats stays for a very long timeeeeeeeee b^^d

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Aish, feeling so grumpy right now even though I am wearing a new top and shoes! I don't know how to be happy...... (actually an album each from DB5K will do, lol) sneezed till my nose lose its shape and almost dropped off + losing my voice >:( why am I like this? :( I want to cheer for my boys this Saturday. Aigoo, kibummie ah~ T_T

And the feeling is so weird. Both JYJ and HoMin coming back in the same month... it feels as if they are still together :( but we all know that it can't be... at least not in the next 5 years. DB5K have this special aura that makes people feel like we know them for a very long time though it isn't true and they probably don't even know of our existence, lol. Let's all keep our faith till the very end of time ^^

I wanna get both Tone and In Heaven! >:(

Reason #17467634 why DBSK should be 5: save my money!

Yayyyyyy, Crazy Stupid Love tonight ^^ I am expecting a lot from it!